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I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.

I thought that surely that kind of life was appropriate

Created on 2004-09-28 06:16:06 (#4674683), last updated 2006-05-21

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Name:	Doctor Ackula
Birthdate:	02-04
Location:	California, United States
Website:	Charnel House

Bio

I am male.
I am a cynical misanthropist most of the time.
I am 26 years of age
My alignment is Chaotic Neutral.
I like horror movies, especially j-horror, Zombies of any kind, and Italian horror.
My favorite bands/artists are Misfits, Ayumi Hamasaki, Hank III, and Christian Death/Rozz Williams.
I am interested in Japanese and Chinese culture.
I love Outlaw Cuntry, jpop/jrock/visual kei, black metal/death metal, ambient/expiremental/neo-classical, and a rather large range of other music as well.
If you wish to know more visit my website or email/IM me.

Ayumi Hamasaki is Jpop love <3

hito o shinjiru koto tte itsu ka ura kirare
hanetsukerareru koto to onaji to omotte ita yo
ano koro sonna chikara doko ni mo nakatta
kitto ironna koto shirisugite'ta

itsu mo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iwaretsudsukete'ta
nakanaide erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo
sonna fuu ni mawari ga ieba iu hodo ni
warau koto sae kutsuu ni natte'ta

hitori kiri de umarete hitori kiri de ikite iku
kitto sonna mainichi ga atarimae to omotte'ta

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

- A song for XX - Ayumi Hamasaki

I've made a fist but I cannot knock upon that door
'Cause once I walk through it I won't be coming back no more
It's strange how everything can change oh, so very fast
Somewhere someone out there will always have the last laugh

Just say a prayer for me, in case I forget
And when you speak of me, don't say it in regret
Life's a grave...dig it

I'll put the noose around my neck
Will you get to me just in time?
I've got no reason left to live
But I've got a hundred to die
I'll put my hands together now
Hold them up to the sky
But there's no one to save me, yeah
'Cause I know...God is a lie
God is a lie

Everyday I look at myself and I wonder why
I have written the soundtrack to the end of my life
And as I climb this ladder now it is certain I will fall
God, he must be deaf because he never heard me call

Just say a prayer for me, in case I forget
And when you speak of me, don't say it in regret
Life's a grave...dig it

I'll put the noose around my neck
Will you get to me just in time?
I've got no reason left to live
But I've got a hundred to die
I'll put my hands together now
Hold them up to the sky
But there's no one to save me, yeah
'Cause I know...God is a lie
God is a lie

Somebody save me!

Just say a prayer for me, in case I forget
And when you speak of me, don't say it in regret
Life's a grave...dig it

I'll put the noose around my neck
Will you get to me just in time?
I've got no reason left to live
But I've got a hundred to die
I'll put my hands together now
Hold them up to the sky
But there's no one to save me, yeah
'Cause I know...God is a lie
God is a lie

- God is a Lie - Wednesday 13

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